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"Confusion"

Have you ever felt ashamed, alone, neglected, deprived, upset, worried, sad, or maybe even estatic, hyper, happy, joyful, thrilled, excited, confused, or just simply tired?
Do any of these ring a bell?
All of these emotions crammed into a tiny being
all at the same moment of time...
We decide our feelings based on the circumstances
that bounce in and out of our busy lives...
We thrive on making decisions
that would better our lives...
Yet we neglect the journey that we're taking...
I guess confused would describe me the most
For in this very moment in time
As Ironically I write this blog...
I know who I am,
I know what I want,
I trust in God to guide me on my way,
I try to seek, reach out, and obtain
but yet others don't see me
for Truely me....
I have so many layers...
But some just won't give me a time of day
So, can you see why I am so confused??
My one question is
When will they take the time to see
who I am ?
Beginning inside/out...
So, then I just won't be another
beautiful girl that comes their way!
This is what I feel at the moment,
But I try to remember Psalms 118:24
This is the day the Lord has made
Let us be glad and rejoice in it!

Bitter/Sweet

This is so awesome if I could just figure out how to work this webpage.....aaaaeeeee... So, I am currently fustrated because my head hurts, my throat feels sore, and my left ear is pounding....I just want to go to sleep but can't because I have class in about 2 hours...I have to study...the duties of college! Well, I hope everything goes great today and as soon as I see all my friends I know they will brighten my day without even knowing it..... God Bless,
Read James 5:1-20 if your waiting and need patience.....
Brittney

God's Will Be Done

I don't know what to put really, I have never done anything like this... I always had my nose stuck in a book instead of on computers... SO, I hope your week goes great for all who reads this...May God send peace and understanding in your lives and may he open your eyes to the things that you have blinded yourself with for so long....Let him be the lamp unto your path..and bring you out out of the darkness...Lord-Willing I will talk to ya tomorrow....
A Friend In Christ,
Brittney Savannah Hope Mathis