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"STRIKES OF LIFE"

I've often been told that you can look at someone and tell if their truly happy.
But that's wrong because you have to
look deeper than the surface,
and search their soul!
Only God you can not fool
because he knows our every move.
We may have our worldy pleasures-
our silver and our gold
we may pile up all the riches
that this world can hold
but we still not happy
because Jesus we have sold.
We have gave up all that he stands for
to have temporary happiness
to make our lives seem full.
But God searches and seeks us
Inside / Out
And yet we still put him second best /
even LAST!
I smile to make you think that
nothing is wrong with me.
But actually ,I'm drowning
in a sea of my own iniquites.
On the inside I scream and cry
out for someone to
hear, love, adore me,
But instead they all ignore me.
I try to turn it over to God,
But Satan makes it linger,
he just won't let me be!
I feel so locked and chained
and only he has the keys.
Lord, your all I need to help find myself
to keep you number one
even when I come undone
For the past, I can not change,
but my life I can rearrange.
Our lives are so complexed,
so confused,
so mixed and jumbled,
never making sense!
Without you GOD,
we are NOTHING.
And nothing we shall be
until we see that
YOU
are all in life
that we need!
You're all around,
the sway of the wind,
the sound of the music,
the voice from within.
So, I am down a path that has come to a dead end.
I stand here empty handed with my heart bent.
I ask myself what is my life all about?
I've lived through
STRIKE ONE,
STRIKE TWO,
STRIKE THREE!!!
Does this mean I'm out?
I look around for someone to blame.
The fingers point straight back to me!
Where did I go wrong?
Maybe I was in a place I didn't belong.
My parents were right when they said," I am too headstrong".
The choices I have made are coming back to haunt me.
They surround me leaving my days long and dreary.
GOD is the ONLY one that can judge me!!
I tangled myself in my own web of desire.
Is this what happens when you play with fire?
I am now feeling the aftermath of my mistakes.
A life full of sin only forsakes.
Now I wonder I am too far gone?
To this world I would become just another pawn.
Why can't I seem to find that inner peace?
A taming love within that comes from above that gives a never-ending supply of increase


I won 1st place in the talent show last week..I wrote this free verse poetry to tell some of my bottled up soul..I hope yall get the message..I hope you enjoyed..If you have any questions, message me.. I hope you have a BLESSED week!!
~BRITTNEY~
aka
~SABELLA~
aka
~ESPERANZA~
aka
~MIWA~

"WHAT IS LOVE?"

What is this feeling?
I just can't seem to shake it!
It is so familiar like I have known it before.
Is this what it feels like to love and be loved?
Have you ever felt torn between two worlds?
Loneliness, but comforted in his warm embrace!
A slinky of emotions bouncing up and down!
I can't make up my mind!
I have a million questions running through it!
Confusion combined with contentment!
I don't want just someone blinded by lust!
It is easy to say I love you!
The true question is does he know what it means?
Could he love you no matter what you did?
Could he forgive you for all of your mistakes?
Could he stand beside you in your persecutions?
Could he be a shoulder to cry on and be there in times of need?
Could he hold and spend quality hours with me and control himself not to act like a normal horny male?
Could he handle my personality which includes my flaws and intellect?
Could he accept me for who I am?
Could he love me for who I am not?
Could he awake everyday thanking God for just another day together?
Could he always be the backbone and hold the family bonded and united in Christ!?
Could he love you like Christ loved the church that he
Would lay down his life just to know that you are safe and sound?
If not, then the best in yet to come..
All the signs will point straight to him!
I want him to look at me ten years from now and still have that twinkle in his eyes!
I don't want someone that forces his love on me.
I want him to gain and earn my heart!
Love is not to be play around with like it is a game.
I have been the object of affection many times where guys played tug of war with me!
Of course, I got blamed like everything was my fault!
I am not a man object or toy that is to be disposed of.
I hurt,bleed, and have feelings just like ever human does!
I also have a heart that needs to be nurtured and taken care of too!
I want a Godly man just like me that centers his life around Christ,
and the best part is leading each other in the Lord's Name!