"WHAT IS LOVE?"

What is this feeling?
I just can't seem to shake it!
It is so familiar like I have known it before.
Is this what it feels like to love and be loved?
Have you ever felt torn between two worlds?
Loneliness, but comforted in his warm embrace!
A slinky of emotions bouncing up and down!
I can't make up my mind!
I have a million questions running through it!
Confusion combined with contentment!
I don't want just someone blinded by lust!
It is easy to say I love you!
The true question is does he know what it means?
Could he love you no matter what you did?
Could he forgive you for all of your mistakes?
Could he stand beside you in your persecutions?
Could he be a shoulder to cry on and be there in times of need?
Could he hold and spend quality hours with me and control himself not to act like a normal horny male?
Could he handle my personality which includes my flaws and intellect?
Could he accept me for who I am?
Could he love me for who I am not?
Could he awake everyday thanking God for just another day together?
Could he always be the backbone and hold the family bonded and united in Christ!?
Could he love you like Christ loved the church that he
Would lay down his life just to know that you are safe and sound?
If not, then the best in yet to come..
All the signs will point straight to him!
I want him to look at me ten years from now and still have that twinkle in his eyes!
I don't want someone that forces his love on me.
I want him to gain and earn my heart!
Love is not to be play around with like it is a game.
I have been the object of affection many times where guys played tug of war with me!
Of course, I got blamed like everything was my fault!
I am not a man object or toy that is to be disposed of.
I hurt,bleed, and have feelings just like ever human does!
I also have a heart that needs to be nurtured and taken care of too!
I want a Godly man just like me that centers his life around Christ,
and the best part is leading each other in the Lord's Name!