"Disappointment"

What does it mean when friends disappoint you and let you down? Nothing...It just simply means they let you down..they can't take back what is already said and done..You can say your sorry until your blue in the face..but that doesn't change the fact that they made a mistake...There are better ways to get a point across than to tell it point blank to their face..I guess that is respectable..but it hurts none the less...Friends should think before they speak and plan what they will say..Do you know what it feels like for them to betray your trust..Issues that should only be between you two is displayed for the world to see. They say it was just to get another opinion..but that is bull crap..because it has to be said and dealt with either way..it is just other people all up in your business and in your face..That makes me irritated to the core..To know I can't trust them to keep our conversations and actions under safe lock and key..Why do people feel they have to let everyone know? I can't answer that because I have always been one on one..I guess a difference of opinion would help..but then I would feel like I am the one to blame..A simple apology doesn't do any justice because what was said is true and I will stick by it and hold my ground..So I can be tried faithful and true..I know this is the way it has to be..That is the only way to get over the mess I am in...It just hurts knowing your half to blame..But hey..what can you do? It is all said and done..Now, all we have are the pieces to pick up and try to glue together again..A new beginning of friendship that won't be as close, but that is better in the long run..Simply looking to the future..Now, in the present...Granted...it will hurt...When they say life is not easy..Now I know by experience... It is simply a looking glass...You see what you can't and will never have and I know it hurts....but what can you do? I guess I will stand here peering through...with my heart screaming love me as I do you...So, until someone shatters the glass...I will be here silent and waiting for that moment to pass.....