"TRUE FORGIVENESS CAN ONLY BE FOUND IN GOD"

Idle smiles what do they mean? I smile to make you think that nothing is wrong with me...If we are the "true" believing Christians we proclaim to be, then why do we as friends slander and smash each other around? What would our Lord and Savior have to say?(The ONE that died on that cross for YOU & ME)! Do you think he would be proud of our behaviors? We let the little comments get to us and eat us up inside..but why? We know deep down in our hearts that we all fall short of the glory of God and we all have our own flaws that only God knows..I guess it just hurts to know that instead of helping and encouraging each other everyday to strive to reach the mountain peak and serve our God together as brothers and sisters in Christ, we look around us to see if we can impress those worldly people that we surround ourselves with..We are not of the world..just in it..We all have a purpose..yet we do not seek it out..Instead, we laugh and point fingers to hide some of our insecurities that we bury deep down in the deepths of our minds..We play head games and let satan take control of our lives (he is the father of ALL LIES)!..satan has only as much control as we let him have over us..and it we don't stick together and help and be a living testimony to each other...then how do we survive? The head games that you and I play are getting to me and I can't go another day with all these emotions bottled up inside..Do we have nothing better to do than to sit and laugh at other people's expense and cause them more suffering than is necessary just because we don't have a clue who they really are and don't want to get to know the person as they really are..It is easier to make them appear and seem how you picture them to bein..Why don't we take the time to actually sit and quit acting so high and mighty!..Every one of us has problems and issues that need to be dealt with..but we act like we are higher than life! So, I simply ask you.. Are you to proud in spirit to admit your wrongdoings followed by a simple apology and let everything be and rest in the hands of God..what happened to our faith? We try to pick a speck out of our brothers eye, but yet we have a plank..does this ring a bell..So, my closing thought..I come with a humble heart and ask forgiveness for my sins..I put lay them down at the foot of the cross..satan no longer has his free will over me..God will lift us up and forgive us..if we only turn it completely over to him! This is all being brutally honest..and you and I both know it..I just accept and admit it..the question is..do you?