"Pressing On"

Yep...I am still up..it is 3:00 AM, I am still studying..I thought I would take a break..I have 2 major tests this morning (one in Intro to music at 9:15 and one in Western Civilization at 11:00).. I am stressing and worrying to much now...The words on this page are becoming blended and the walls seem to be closing in around me..The ceiling fan going round and round is not helping the situation any better..Nor this tiredness that I must over come! I wish I knew how other college kids survive..I am getting the "Fresh Man Blues" and I need some help to get organized and get my priorities straight before I come unglued. I have waited and longed for this opportunity to be the first to go to college on either side of my family for so long..But now I am here it is like I almost fear..I now know what it is like to want to grow wings and just take flight..That would be awesome to just not have a care in the world...Just to be free from all the misery that we store within and hold..So, I am making my first step now to be bold! I know I can do it..I am like the little engine that could..I have to start at the bottom and then work my way up.. and all will be good.I have to constantly remind myself (Yes, I know I am great) but everybody has two things in common..Their beginning and demise.. We all have to start somewhere..So, why not right where I stand? As long as I stay focused and pressing on toward the prize..then in the end I shall obtain and have my reward in full size..For all of you that truely know me, When I say I am going to do something, I mean and follow through with what I say..As long as it doesn't compromise my faith..I put my mind to a task and I stop at nothing until it is accomplished..I will talk and express so more later..Have a great day! God Bless, Brittney